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Burnt. Out.

Mon Mar 23, 2009, 8:48 PM
  • Mood: Hostile
  • Listening to: HateBreed
Turned 17 last friday.
Lame.
Very lame.
I feel kinda bad for saying that since my sister tried to make it fun, but as usual mother dearest had to ruin everything. Seriously. We, meaning me, my boyfriend and my sister reminded her almost everyday for a month and she still couldnt remember it was my birthday. It would be ok if she had short term memory or old timers or something but she doesnt. And then the night befor she made up some lie to cry about just so that people would turn all their attention to her again.
She blows the bill money to go drinking with her "friends" (which are only using her for free alcohol). She makes me and my sister late for work by staying out all night with guys she just met. She doesnt even buy grocieries anymore. Shes even letting a guy live in the upstairs apartment for free,(his bills are just added to ours.) but said I would have to pay 650 a month plus utilities to live up there.
I want out. Im so sick of living with a bunch of free-loaders. I have my own life to pay for, I shouldnt have to pay for three other people that make twice as much as I do. Im tired of cleaning up everybodys mess just because they're too lazy to do it themselves. Seriously, I wash the dishes and the very next day nearly every dish in the cabinets are dirty. I take out the trash befor I go to bed and the next morning its so full that they just leave the trash lay around the house. I buy grociers for a week and they eat it all in one night. If I dont take the dogs outside to do their business theyre left inside untill they have accidents on the floor. And I love my nephew to death but hes not my son. I shouldnt be taking care of him while his father lays around not even buying him food or diapers.
Im sorry to rant like this but I felt like I was about to explode. I do everything and they dont even show an ounce of graditude.

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:iconrebelegade:
OMG HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!
Anyway.
GOD.
You're mom is a bitch, if you don't mind me saying that. Sometimes it feels like I have the worst mom in the world but I just couldn't imagine... :( :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:
But, you have one more year until you legally become an adult! :D

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:iconbugsymoron:
Happy Birthday:hug: I honestly thought you were already 18, maybe 19 for some reason:P I miss being 17, and 16, they were the best years so far. Cheers to the new year ahead=D
And I'm sorry about your mom issues. Your mom should know better but at least all this is helping you stand on your own feet alot before maany other people your age. That's pretty impressive=)

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:iconireful:
What doesn't kill you makes u stronger. But seriously, thats not a good environment to be in... :hug:

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thanks.
I know she is. She constantly annoys the hell out of me. and not in that over protective/ over loving mother way. Its that nagging 'I want you to shut the hell up and go away' kind of way.
:hug::hug::hug::hug:
Hopefully my sister will be able to get this house shes lookin at. If she does Im gonna move in with her

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If you could only see the way she loves me maybe you would understand.. - Tonic.
:icontears4everfalling:
Thanks :hug:
Haha. I get that from alot of people. especially If I meet them in person. They always think Im 18 or something.
That is true.

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If you could only see the way she loves me maybe you would understand.. - Tonic.
:icontears4everfalling:
indeed.
I can deal with it, its just that after a while it gets so exhausting.. :hug:

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If you could only see the way she loves me maybe you would understand.. - Tonic.
:iconrebelegade:
I hope your sister gets her house!
That'd be lots of fun! :D :D :D

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Love like you've never been hurt... :heart:
:iconbunnyspork:
Ha, your mother's a mo-fo. XD
I'm a lucky little beastie, my mother is refusing to speak to be, so I don't have to worry about her. XD
How is she making you late for work?

Yeah, living with free loaders sucks, I know what you mean there. Dl You should NOT be paying for them to be sitting on their butts at home. Try cutting the stuff you do in half-half the dishes, half the groceries, etc. They'll either get used to less or they'll get off their butts and start doing some of it themselves.
Poor dogs and kid. l[
That sort of thing is just wrong. Maybe you should think about finding some sort of day care facility for him, or joining a mother's help church or something. Usually if you ask those sorts of people can help out a lot.
HA. Ingratitude is a trait that all humanity has in common, don't rage about not getting any. There's hardly a person around now days who doesn't expect to be babied and taken care of. You just got an early start on the rest of life. HOO-RAY!!! lD

P.S. HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY!!!!!
I will finish something for you soon, I'm sorry I'm mega lateeeee. :[

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Lucky you. She makes me late because she has the only running vehicle and she stays out all night and doesnt come home till morning hours even though she knows I gotta be there at like 6 or 7am.

I tried. I even quit doing the stuff completely. the result was them bitchin and whining and no food in the house. They'd rather waste money buying paper plates than wash a few dishes.
I cant afford the daycare centers in my town. That plus the day cares around here wont let me enroll him because hes my nephew not my son and my brother wont enroll him.

I know.. It would just be nice though to get a thank you once in a while.. Just once I'd like to have somebody appreciate what I do for them rather than complain about how it isnt perfect for them.

:] Thanks.
Its ok. I wasnt really expecting anything from anyone. Thats kinda why I didnt remind people about it. So take your time. Im know it'll be worth the wait.

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If you could only see the way she loves me maybe you would understand.. - Tonic.

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